To smit or not to smit?

If you love classic films from the early nineties then of course you love the flick “So I married an Axe Murderer” if you don’t, then you are surely missing out on some good times with your VCR. In this blog you will find a descriptor of a scene in the film. A great scene actually, a romantic one a terribly romantic movie scene that only Hollywood could produce. What I am thinking, handling and trying to communicate and also something to ponder about yourself as well remember personal growth is my new motto (no I am not taking this counseling degree too far)

The Scene: Very romantic; night stroll on a cool summer night in San Francisco.

The Characters: Mike Myers and Nancy Travis (leader Characters and great screen chemists)

The Prospectus: they are flirting, teasing and goofing around enjoying one of those early dates where everything is fresh and new and exciting still. You know the dates before the sex but usually fizzle out when sex in introduced to the ‘relationship’?

The Line: “Look, what can I tell you. I'm smitten. I'm in deep smit, I dunno. I just don't wanna talk about it, because then I start analyzing and that's not good for me.

My rational: This is sort of how I feel right now in my life . Except the scene is a little different. He has already declared his smittenness for me. So this should of made it easier for me to declare smit for him when I felt the smit hit me on one of our dates. But it didn’t. This declaration actually made me jump back a foot or two and pnder the price of bricks and mortor for about 35 seconds. I think this is the commitment phobic part of me that will at great times in a new or old relationship rear its ugly, sabotaging way and make me freak me out. Crazy self analysis and admission, Huh?

Kat concludes: After reading and rereading what I just wrote back to myself I just grasp a problem area in my personality. I believe in personal growth. You know what? I am smitten, I am in deep smit and I am not going to have a problem with this. SBA I am in great smit with you. See that was not as hard as I thought it was going to be. Now to find my cell..